<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?filters%5Btag%5D=submissive%20diary">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="108355356" src="/2f/00/2f0078b07eafd6c8c0337b6fdb01cc83e66df680ba88c974b212df0560635b13.jpg"></p><p><strong>Molly</strong></p><p>I was seated across Myles’s thighs. His cock was slick with my spit and I was stroking him slowly. Each time my hand came up his shaft I’d rub my thumb over the underside of his cock head and he’d twitch with pleasure.</p><p>“Do you want my pussy?” I asked.</p><p>He nodded. Of course he nodded. Of course he wanted my pussy. Every straight man wants pussy. Most think about it all the time. Myles had gone six days without an orgasm and my naked, wet, hot pussy was inches from his cock. Of course he wanted it.</p><p>“Am I going to give you my pussy?” I asked.</p><p>He shook his head.</p><p>“Why is that?” I asked.</p><p>“Because I’m not worthy of your pussy,” he answered.</p><p>I smiled. It turned me on to hear him say that, mostly because he believed it. He wasn’t just parroting something I’d told him to say. After two months of watching Cody fuck me, he believed it. It happened to be true, of course. Cody made me cum like no man ever had when he fucked me. Myles used to make me cum most of the time when we fucked, but the orgasms were never great, and they were certainly nothing like the orgasms Cody gave me.</p><p>I teased the head of his cock and closed my eyes. I pictured the last time Cody had fucked me. He had me on my hands and knees in our bed. He’d taken a handful of my hair and pulled back hard. His other hand rested on my lower back, applying gentle pressure to ensure I arched it to make my pussy as pleasing as possible for his cock. I love being taken like that. I love the idea that Cody is using me for his pleasure. Myles could never fuck me like that, even if he wanted to.</p><p>“I’m thinking of him,” I said.</p><p>Myles groaned as I rubbed my thumb over the head of his cock. I felt it pulse in my hand. He was close to an orgasm.</p><p>“I’m thinking of Cody fucking me from behind the other night. Do you remember that, Myles?” I asked.</p><p>“Yes,” he said.</p><p>Of course he remembered. He was on his knees by the side of the bed as it happened. He was staring up at me. His hands were behind his back. He’d done that on his own, I assume because he would otherwise have had difficulty resisting the urge to masturbate.</p><p>I suspect he also remembered because it was the first time I’d offered a barrage of verbal domination and humiliation while I was with Cody. It was the first time I’d ever fully blended my dominant and submissive sides at the same time and it ended up being an incredible experience.</p><p>“Did you enjoy that?” I asked. “Did you enjoy the way I talked to you while he fucked me?”</p><p>Myles nodded and I squeezed the head of his cock. He groaned. He was slippery enough that I’m sure it felt good.</p><p>“I came harder because I talked to you like that,” I said. “I came harder because I dominated you while Cody dominated me.”</p><p>I released Myles’s cock and pushed three fingers into my pussy. I was soaked and I moaned as I stared into my husband’s eyes. I fingered myself and he could hear it. I’m certain he could. It sounded so sloppy.</p><p>I pulled my fingers from my pussy, leaned forward, and said, “Open up.” Myles opened his mouth and I placed my slippery fingers on his lower lip. I smiled and gently penetrated his mouth. “Suck,” I whispered.</p><p>Myles closed his lips around my fingers and sucked them clean. I dragged my hips forward and teased the head of his cock with my pussy lips. He moaned around my fingers and I pushed them a little deeper.</p><p>“Suck harder,” I whispered.</p><p>Myles did as he was told. He sucked harder. I began to move my fingers in and out of his mouth. There was something so fucking hot about watching him take it. It filled me with a sense of power that I’d grown to love. It had started to feel like dominating Myles was the perfect way to counterbalance the effects of submitting to Cody, as if I’d come up with my own very specific form of aftercare.</p><p>“You’d do anything for me, wouldn’t you?” I asked.</p><p>Myles nodded. I believed him, too. I know he was mad with desire at the moment – I was basically taking the tip of his cock inside me over and over – but I still believed him. After all, it’s not hard to get a submissive man to that place of complete and utter madness fueled by desire.</p><p>I could have dropped my pussy onto Myles’s cock and milked a load out of him. I could have ridden him for a few minutes until the bliss of an orgasm overtook him and he exploded inside me. What fun would that have been, though?</p><p>I pulled my fingers from his mouth, slid my pussy up his chest and onto his face, and took it for a ride. “Worship my pussy,” I said. “Make me cum.”</p><p>He did his job and I had my orgasm. Mostly I rode his face, which I’ve become quite fond of doing. There’s something so thrilling about sitting astride his mouth and doing whatever the fuck I want with it. I rode his lips, his tongue, his nose, and even his chin a little. I rubbed my clit all over every surface I could find and eventually had a tremendous orgasm that left Myles’s face completely coated in my juices.</p><p>His cock was still hard when I climbed off his face and laid next to him. There was a big drop of precum at the tip so I gathered it with my finger and gently fed it to him. Myles took it without hesitation.</p><p>“Do you taste good?” I asked.</p><p>He nodded. Precum does usually taste good. It’s a little bit sweet most of the time and that’s about it.</p><p>“If I wanted you to eat your cum, would you do it?” I asked.</p><p>He didn’t answer immediately, which I liked. It meant he was actually thinking about it and not just answering blindly. I asked the question mostly because I was curious to hear his answer, but the moment it left my lips I felt this great desire for Myles to do it. It was my inner domme coming out. It wasn’t that I wanted him to eat cum, necessarily. It was that I wanted him to do something he wasn’t all that excited about and to do it for me. That’s the kind of thing that gets me going, now more than ever.</p><p>“I don’t know,” he answered.</p><p>I kissed his neck and moaned as my fingers found his cock and I teased the head. “Maybe in a few more days you’ll know,” I whispered. “Until then, you’re not cumming.”</p><p>And that was that.</p><p><strong>Myles</strong></p><p>I ate my cum. Of course I did. I folded pretty quickly, too. Four days after Molly proposed the question for the first time I told her I’d do it. That was four solid days of teasing. Relentless teasing, too. The kind where I spend a good portion of each day hard. The kind where I’m leaking precum at all hours because I’m so fucking turned on, even when I’m not thinking about anything have to do with sex.</p><p>It happened in our bed. I was naked and on my back. Molly was naked and cuddled up next to me. She was stroking me slowly. Really slowly, in fact. It felt so good, but I wanted to cum so badly. It was painful not to be able to reach down, grab my cock, and jerk myself off. I didn’t, though. I’m a good submissive.</p><p>Molly asked again if I would eat my cum for her. I broke. I didn’t want to, but I told her I would. It was the sort of thing that sounded really hot in the moment, but I knew that as soon as I came it wouldn’t sound even the slightest bit hot.</p><p>She jerked me off onto my stomach and chest. I shot a massive load. I practically screamed from the sheer pleasure of it. Molly ran two fingers through the cum on my stomach. She held them up and I opened my mouth. She smiled and gently placed them on my tongue. I sucked them clean. I sucked my cum off her fingers. I watched her smile get bigger as she pushed her fingers into my mouth. She was getting off on it.</p><p>I thought she was getting off on my willingness to eat my cum. It turns out that wasn’t entirely what inspired her lust, though. It turns out there was something else on her mind. I discovered exactly what was on her mind four days later when Cody came by.</p><p>At first, it was a fairly typical session. Cody dominated Molly and they both dominated me. I’d become accustomed to the rhythms of our sessions and I’d grown to love them. I’m submissive. I like being dominated. I like having all the control taken from me during a sexual session. I like offering myself up for their pleasure, which usually comes in the form of verbal play and a little bit of me servicing Molly’s pussy. Every once in a while they have me do something a little more humiliating, like when Cody had me fuck Molly after he’d been inside her.</p><p>They had something like that planned for this particular visit. It began with Molly getting on her knees in front of Cody. She undressed him from the waist down and freed his cock. He instructed her to stroke him as she sucked his balls. She did so without hesitation.</p><p>This time, Molly surprised me by inviting me to come closer after she’d spent a few minutes with Cody’s testicles in her mouth. I was naked and on my knees on the other side of the room, watching and waiting for her instructions. I crawled closer and she took Cody’s balls in her mouth once more, sucking for a few minutes longer as his cock reached an erect state.</p><p>“Come here,” Molly said as she kept her fingers wrapped around Cody’s cock.</p><p>She leaned towards me and I crawled closer. Her lips met mine and her tongue entered my mouth. I’m certain I tasted Cody’s balls. I’m certain that was Molly’s point, as she moaned in a decidedly lusty manner.</p><p>She pulled back from the kiss and smiled at me in a deeply loving kind of way. She took Cody’s balls in her mouth once more, this time while holding eye contact with me. It was strangely erotic and I found it impossible to look away.</p><p>“Do you want another kiss?” Molly asked after a minute of sensual sucking.</p><p>I nodded. I actually felt kind of desperate for a kiss, though I didn’t entirely understand why.</p><p>Molly leaned closer and parted her lips, but she hesitated. “Is it because you can taste his balls on my lips and tongue?” she asked.</p><p>I nodded. I nodded because I got turned on when she asked the question. To me, that meant she was right. I wanted to kiss her because I could taste his balls, or at least because I thought I could. I wanted to kiss her because that was kinky as hell and because it felt like the submissive thing to do.</p><p>Molly rewarded me with a kiss. This time her tongue was more vigorous. It went deeper into my mouth. She moaned louder and longer. It seemed like she was turned on. Immensely so, in fact. I loved that.</p><p>“Do you want another taste?” she asked.</p><p>I nodded. I wanted more of what I was feeling in that moment. I wanted more of that kinky energy rushing through me.</p><p>Molly leaned away from me and looked at Cody’s balls. “Come, have a taste,” she said.</p><p>I looked at his balls, at Molly, and then up at Cody. He smiled and nodded, though he didn’t say anything. I looked back at Molly, though I wasn’t sure what I was hoping would happen. My heart was pounding hard. My cock was stiff. I felt nervous and horny and a little lightheaded.</p><p>“Do you really want me to do that?” I asked.</p><p>Molly nodded and leaned forward to take one of Cody’s testicles into her mouth. She sucked it gently and I saw her tongue snake out of her mouth to caress the wrinkled flesh it found.</p><p>“I want you to suck Cody’s balls,” Molly said. “He’s my dom, but in a way, he’s also yours. He dominates you. You do what he says. You submit to him. He’s the superior man, which means that you’re the inferior man. I want you to show him how true that is by sucking his balls with me. I want you to take these beautiful testicles into your mouth. I want you to run your tongue over them. I want you to taste his manhood. I want you to suck his balls like a good submissive.”</p><p>I couldn’t stop myself. It was as if Molly’s words were luring me towards Cody’s balls. I leaned closer. She reached up and put a gentle, guiding hand on the back of my head.</p><p>“That’s it,” she whispered. “Suck his balls. Suck my dom’s balls. Show him who the real man of the house is.”</p><p>That sentence. That combination of words. It drove me crazy. It tapped into something inside me and sent my desire through the roof. I sucked Cody’s balls. I did it. I heard Molly moan as I did. I heard my submission turning her on.</p><p>“That’s good,” she said in a voice absolutely brimming with lust. “That’s so good. Suck his big, beautiful balls for me. Help him build up a nice big load for me. Help him build up a nice big load to unleash in your wife’s pussy.”</p><p>I moaned again. I thought about Cody cumming inside her and it pushed me deeper into that incredible place of submissive bliss.</p><p>Molly took Cody’s cock into her mouth. She sucked vigorously as I sucked his balls. We double teamed him. I knew it was wrong in so many ways, and yet it felt so right. It did. I can’t explain it. It just felt right. It was so fucking hot. My cock was so hard. Molly was so turned on. It was all so good.</p><p>“Come here,” Molly said as Cody’s cock popped from her mouth.</p><p>I released his balls and she kissed me. Cody’s cock was inches from our faces as Molly’s tongue moved into my mouth. The kiss was feverish and her fingers danced through the hair on the back of my head in the most erotic way imaginable.</p><p>“I want you to suck his cock with me,” she said as our lips remained achingly close. “I want you to pleasure my dom with me. I want you to pleasure the man that pleasures your wife.”</p><p>Molly grabbed a handful of my hair and turned my head until I was staring at Cody’s cock. She applied pressure and leaned forward with me. The tip of Cody’s cock was against my lips and hers before I knew it. I parted my lips. I extended my tongue. I licked the head of his cock. Molly did the same. We licked his cock together. I sucked on one half and she sucked on the other. She released her grip on my hair and I kept sucking with her. I wasn’t going to stop. I was all in.</p><p>Cody moaned. “That’s good,” he said. “This is your place, Myles. This is what your wife wants from you. She wants you to pleasure the cock that pleasures her. Now take me in your mouth.”</p><p>Molly backed away and I wrapped my lips around Cody’s cock. I blew him without reservation. Molly moved behind me and kissed my neck. She reached between my legs and played with my cock, teasing the tip and gently massaging my balls. She pleasured me as I pleasured her dom. I offered myself to him because it’s what she wanted and because it was my place as her submissive. I was all in. I was exactly what she wanted me to be.</p><p>Cody stepped back and said, “I’m going to fuck your wife now. You’re going to clean my cock when I’m done fucking her. Do you understand?”</p><p>I nodded. It was scary, but I was turned on, too. It felt like we were moving so fast, and yet I wanted it. I was ready for it. I was eager for it.</p><p>I followed them to the bedroom. I watched them fuck. I watched Cody cum inside her. I watched Molly cum harder than I’d ever seen her cum, as seemed to be happening a great deal lately.</p><p>I cleaned Cody’s cock when he pulled out and laid next to my wife. They kissed as I sucked a coating of cum and pussy juice from his cock. It was humiliating, but my dick had never been harder.</p><p>Later that night, after Cody had left, Molly rewarded me by sitting on my cock. She rode me with her cum-filled pussy. I came inside her in less than a minute.</p><p>“Did that feel good?” she asked.</p><p>I nodded.</p><p>“I didn’t feel anything,” she said.</p><p>It hurt, but only because I’m certain it was true.</p><p>“Thank you,” I said. “For everything tonight. I don’t think I’ve ever been so turned on.”</p><p>Molly smiled, leaned down, and kissed me. It was a vigorous, passionate kiss. It was exactly the kind of aftercare I needed in the moment.</p><p>“It was my pleasure,” she whispered. “Truly.”</p><p>She kissed me again and I held her close. Despite the kinky depths we’d reached that evening, I’d never felt better.</p>